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A Photo That Makes Me Angry or Sad

My 21st was one I’d rather forget, at that point of my life I was at a low ebb; too many conflicting things happening at the start of the year really brought me crashing down.

On the day altercation with my brother left him not wanting to cut the cake with me and the rest of the family; it sits in a cupboard somewhere in the house still in one piece.

I Told You I Was Ill

Timeline:

March 8th
Go to College only to be sick in morning before class, still felt shite so I staggered home to my bed about 11:00 woke up at 18:30.

March 9th
Drag myself out of bed at 8:30 to book an appointment for the doctors.
Go to said appointment at 14:00, get diagnosed with swine flu/pig aids/bacon cold.

March 10th
Scald my left hand by trying to make vics and boiling water = fail.

March 11th
Mums gives me a pint of Guinness; cue the shits.

~long suffering period of time~

March 14th
Feeling better but still brining up bright green phelm so I turned to my amoxicillin prescription to kill the last of this disease with fire.
Later start to feel weird and everything’s trippy – goes to bed immediately.

March 15th
Cudni move. I was agile and graceful as a brick swimming, this drug business seemed like a bad idea…

Bedbound/4oD-and-iPlayer-were-my-only-friends

March 19th
Last amoxcillin pill was taken at 22:03; great success!

March 20th
Posted this fecking blog!

During my downtime I was confined to the loft as a sort of quarantine area with a makeshift bed; during this time I learned the wonders of sleep and how much time it can kill… that and 4chan.

Fuck you swine flu, fuck you.

Grond.

Clouds

You called me crying

I was all the way across town

I know what I’m like

I don’t need no plaintiff to drag me down

Who are you to say what is wrong or right

You can’t even be truthful to yourself

You looked me in the eye

And you still fed me your little lies

The closer I got to you

The harder it got

Tell me!

Tell me how many times you felt you let me down

The countless time I waited for you, waited for you in vain

It made me think that you never cared

Did you ever?

Did you ever? I guess I’ll never know.

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