Soul Meets Body.

I’ve been thinking about how I myself, as a person, has changed, I used to care about what people would say about me. But now I’ve come to realize people can say the worst things about you, really dire stuff, try and peer deep into your soul and take everything and make it the opposite and then maintain that as the truth.

But they can’t effect your ability to:
Earn
To love
To be loved
To have a good fucking day

Everyday we wake up to this world, we open it up and take in all this information relevant to us, everyone can get fucking lost in it. Following our little mouse trails.

I’ve spoke to countless people about things that other have said about me, that have upset me, and the same response I get is not “aw that’s shame” they’re like, “so?” Maybe I need to think that I’ve already won, after everything that’s happened to me, with the help from others, I’m still standing here with a cheeky smile on my face.

You hit that point where you’re fed up with all the bullshit and you’re like
I’d rather be getting stoned
Playing football
Dancing at the martell
Playing halo 3
Taking the dog for a walk
Have a cup of tea with big Linda!

I get it.

I know some people don’t like me, but so much of your life passes by when you try to sort these ties, now I’m like ‘delete’

Why bother? Life’s too fucking short :)

You wouldn’t let someone into your house who continually shat on your floor, eventually you get to the stage where you GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE, that’s the place where I’ve gotten to, people are going to make their own assumptions of me, bad assumptions, all I can do is know who I am and know what my motivations are.

You must leave now, take what you need, you think will last.
But whatever you wish to keep, you better grab it fast.
Yonder stands your orphan with his gun,
Crying like a fire in the sun.
Look out the saints are comin’ through
And it’s all over now, Baby Blue.

Breathe In

Its not often that I get things right
But I know all the wrong turns, the trips and falls
Brought me here
And where was I before the day
That I first seen your lovely face?

That time we talked all night
The best conversation I’ve had,
With your eyes so wide and bright

I was afraid,
I thought I’d run out of things to say
But in the blink of an eye
I forgot about the hole in my head
Due to the swelling of my heart

I’m sorry I can’t look you in eye
But I’m too shy to show my smile
Is it ok if I take your hand?
I’ll take you anywhere

I breathe in
Take it in deep
What is it about you that I adore?
I wish I could tell you
But the words I would come out wrong